Today I am thankful that I have never had to suffer the loss of a pregnancy. I have on the other hand had to suffer with infertility and that was pretty difficult. George and I tried for 4 1/2 years to get pregnant and that was such a difficult time in my life.
I have always known that I have wanted to be a stay at home mom with kids. When I got married for the second time and it took so long to get pregnant I often thought “What is Gods plan for me"? I am not sure that I have the exact answer in all of that, but I do know that he was working on me and changing me so that I was ready for the great task of being a mother!
My husband would always say God is never late and he is never early but always on time! He was right even though at times it was so hard to hear in the loss of being pregnant!
I really had to came to terms with the fact that maybe I was not meant to have biological kids of my own and that we were suppose to adopt. Through the closings of many doors we finally got an open door when we found out we were pregnant with the twins.
Today I had a chance to read a blog which inspired my blog for today!